Ella »†SavagE☠MadgirL†«    (1941 views)

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Rip out the wings of a butterfly for your soul, my love!
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Location

Nowhere, Romania

Birthday

June 24

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Age

17

Birthday

June 24

Location

Nowhere, Romania

Looking To

Make friends

Languages

German, English, Romanian
 

About Me



Sunt totul, dar totodată nimic. Mi-am legat în lanţuri egocentrismul într-una din lacustrele lui Bacovia.
Nu sunt perfectă. Nici nu mi-aş dori a fi. Mulţi mă judecă după cum arăt, ce ascult, cum mă îmbrac, comport, etc. Uitaţi-vă mai întâi în oglindă la voi şi apoi să mă judecaţi, căci nimeni nu-i perfect.
Mulţi m-au catalogat drept o persoană care tace, dar analizez ca apoi să lovesc. Şi lovesc cu vorbe, nu cu pumni şi picioare. Şi râd în sinea mea şi nu-mi pasă de ei.
Am fost minţită de un milion de ori, vorbită pe la spate, dar niciodată nu m-au făcut să îngenunchez în faţa lor. Am fost lovită din toate direcţiile, dar fiecare lovitură şi-a meritat efectul, deoarece cu cât le simţeam mai tare, cu atât mă ridicau mai sus.
Nu agreez pe cei care se cred prietenii mei, cei care mă mint intenţionat. Urăsc cârcotaşii, prefăcuţii, oamenii lacomi şi cei care nu mă apreciază pentru ceea ce sunt.
Nu-mi trebuie atitudinea nimănui fiindcă o am pe a mea.
Oricum, e amuzant cum uneori trebuie să decazi pentru a realiza mai târziu cât de puternic eşti. Aşa că, mulţumesc tuturor pentru drama pe care o aduceţi în viaţa mea. Chiar mă ajută să devin mai puternică.

Interests

thunders. vampires. dark cultures. dancing. ancient Greece and Rome. architecture and clothing. horror. red wine. good music. originality. wit and intelligence. psychology (abnormal, biological, social, dualism or materialism, science and practice, behaviorism and mentality, science and humanism, primal scream). philosophy (realism and nominalism, rationalism and empiricism, skepticism, existentialism, phenomenology, idealism). cats. cuddling. being loved by someone special. roses. writing poetry. photography. computer html. fashion. cooking/baking. astrology/zodiac. mythology. foreign religions. occults. murder cases. paranormal study. fantasy.

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My Life in a Poem : Aug 24, 2009

Should I be happy

When all I want has a price?

The spark is fading from my eyes

And the scars from my heart I can’t disguise.

 

I scratch your figure with my nails

And the wall is screeching wickedly

I tried to smile but it’s so useless

When my life is everybody’s mockery.

 

They told me I would never make it

And threatened me to better leave it

They have kicked me when I was down

My so-called friends never were around!

 

Sometimes I wonder if this is my end

If this day has come to wipe me away

I wonder if it will exist some day

When I won’t fade in decay again.

 

I’ve tried so badly to change my luck

Life gave me dreams that won’t come true

I guess I’m just a waste, a mess

I’ll have to accept, I can’t be the best.

 

Someday I’ll have to leave this place

Dead memories are now revived

Sad past scenes are so well outlined

This vicious circle drives me insane!

 

I can hear the unfriendly silence

My mouth is opened, but they can’t hear me

I fall in despair, no one can help me

Save me, please, don’t turn off the light!

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Jan 7 1:03 PM
 
sunt si eu un om,altceva nu as fi:D
cu suflet si personalitate..ca toti ceilalti:)
 
Jan 2 9:00 AM
Jane says:
 
nu stiu cand se mai face vreun otaku meet... ar trebui sa vorbesc cu Inter. Il cunosti?
dar asta la care ai vazut pozele era organizat de mine...si eram mai multi la inceput... numai k n-am avut inspiratie ce sa facem :P
cred ca voi vorbi cu Inter san sa facem vreunul in Mai anul asta :D
 
Jan 2 7:40 AM
Jane says:
 
Trooper :>
avem in comun multe trupe preferate vad ;;)
 
Dec 24, 2009 8:16 AM
 
in aceasta perioada magica a colindelor si a sarbatorilor de iarna,iti doresc un Craciun Fericit, multe cadouri, bucurie in suflete si armonie in familie. Sarbatori Fericite Ale :* :*!
 
 
 
 
Nov 11, 2009 6:25 AM
 
aaaa. M-am lamurit. :)) Multmesc pentru informatie. Nu vazusem primul comentariu. :D
 
Nov 11, 2009 6:24 AM
 
Nu cred ca inteleg: ce e facuta si ce a fost in graba? :) Te referi la poza la care am comentat?
 
Nov 6, 2009 8:30 AM
 
da chitara!!! >:D /evul face bhahaha xD howdy girl how are ya? xD
 
Oct 16, 2009 9:05 PM
 
สวัสดีตอนสายคับ พี่น้อง.
 
Oct 16, 2009 5:29 PM
 
hiii nice to meet you sweety.....
 
 
Oct 11, 2009 3:40 AM
tT☆ says:
 
si ce mai faci?>:D <
 
Oct 11, 2009 3:39 AM
tT☆ says:
 
tu de ce ai steluta aia la avatar?:-?
 
 
Oct 6, 2009 11:23 PM
 
เที่ยงแล้วกินข้าว กันคร๊าฟๆๆ *--*
 
Sep 30, 2009 1:26 AM
 
ฝนตกกะกางร่ม กันด้วยนะ คร๊าฟ *--*
 
Sep 29, 2009 5:29 AM
 
เย็นแล้ว หาไรทานด้วยนะครับ เด่วหิวๆๆๆๆ *--*
 

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